dancingdiva1004

(catching up on that letter thing)

Everyone,
Sorry I suck at keeping in contact and now I live in Ohio. You should come visit me.

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Julia,
We were inseparable in junior high. Then we had that huge fight and things fell apart. Then we got close again senior year but you graduated early and moved to arizona with andy. Now you've back in NY but you have a two year old baby! Geez. I mean you're def not the only one but idk...i feel like we're both so different now than we were even senior year. I don't know if we could even be friends now... I still wish you well.

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I dont know if you still have a problem with me. But I hope you do and I dont hope you;ll forgive me because i'd rather you hate me than him. forgive me only when you're ready to forgive the entire situation.

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Tory,
Remember when we didn't get along in jazz class? Then we were awesome friends and Rebecca used to babysit, oh those were good times. then you moved to OP and we fell mostly out of contact. Then you moved to Georgia and we started college and it got worse.
I miss knowing whats going on in your life. (although I loved the letter update) I miss coming over to your house and randomly sleeping over just because. I miss trading kittens for leopard geckos.  Can we rewind a few years please?

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yo marvin,
you ate my childhood. you made my schedule, you caused me so much stress and heartbreak; pain physical and emotional. now that i'm older i see that youre a terrible judge of character and an even worse judge of dancing. you shouldnt own a company. you dont understand the concepts of dues or rewarding talent. there is no reason for anything you do beyond your whim and that makes me crazy. we arent speaking right now because you think i spread rumors about you - are you a 13yr old girl? - and that fine with me because you make me crazy anyway.

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Pop pop,

Oh how I miss you. You'll have been gone 15 years this august and it doesnt seem like that long. I remember you calling me inky dinky and calling my black cat a burnt sausage. I remember you teaching me to pour a beer with the perfect amount of foam on top and riding the lawn mower with you. Geez. I cant believe all that was 15 years ago. Gigi's gotten bitter in those years but I think more than anything she's lonely. She misses you and uncle billy and uncle bobby almost never calls. But anyway, I wish I could talk to you and get your advice. I wish you moving here to Ohio with us. I eat shortbread cookies and think of you and how much I love you. I'll always keep you in my heart.

Love,
Inky Dinky

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Dear Uncle Billy,
Everyone tells me how much alike we are, how much I act like you, how my dream car was the car you died in before I ever knew that. It makes me so sad that I never got to meet you. I can't imagine how much fun we would've had. I feel like I missed out on sooooo much. I look at the pictures of you and want more than anything to build a time machine so I can go back and meet you. They also say our whole family dynamic changed when you died, I'm jealous that I missed that too. Ugh. Well I guess I just want you to know that I think about you a lot and wish we could hang out.
Love,
Isabelle

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TJ,

I know we dont talk directly all that often but I love getting to know you through tumblr. and I love your love of OSU. You're so passionate and driven, its really admirable and makes me remember that there are still really good people in the world.  I hope we continue to share and perhaps you can even come visit!

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mi odioso angelito,

I dont think I can actually call you an ex because I was never actually allowed to call or think of you as my boyfriend even if I felt that way and VERY unwisely treated the situation that way.

I wish we still talked. You were a great friend to me. I miss that, more than I should in fact. But I can't help it. I know without you I wouldn't be at OSU and I cannot even begin to tell you all the things that would have changed in my life.  I am grateful for that and therefore grateful to you.

We never talked about it but I know what happened with her that night. The night that should've been ours, mine to treasure and instead tainted. But I'm over, honestly. I'm still friends with her and I wish that I was still was with you.

I wish your sister hadnt been so selfish then. But at the same time I am so glad. Because you are not what I needed or even what I really wanted I just thought you were. Her selfish-ness allowed me to realize I was just a poor man's Emily and never again will I be a poor man's anybody.

Its gonna sound cliche but thanks for the memories.
I hope someday you come back to me as the great friend you used to be.

-Isabelle

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Hi there,
I don't know your name but I see you on the CABS bus all the time. I've also seen you in Denney with AV equipment. The Celestine Prophecy would tell me to talk to you and figure out the reason you keep popping up in my life. But that just seems weird and part of me is so done with "everything happens for a reason" while another part is clinging to it and screaming that the evidence is so clear. I'm sure you think I'm crazy now and even more I am sure that you have never noticed me. But, nonetheless, you intrigue me and you should know someone has noticed you.


the girl you don't know